A mouthful of damn happiness.

I.HATE. I HATE HATING. I USED TO BE ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE PROUD TO STATE, "I HATE NO ONE!". EVERYBODY SEEMS TO G.E.T. ALONG! WITH ME!! I.HATE. I HAVE BECOME WHAT I'VE SPOKEN ABOUT IN ALL OF THESE FUCKING BLOGS ALL OF THIS TIME. I HAVE FREELY GIVEN SOMEONE THE POWER TO DESTROY ME. TO KILL MY OWN SOUL. SOMEONE I LOVED THE MOST. I NOW WISH HER PAIN AND SUFFERING, LONG ON THIS EARTH. SHE DOES NOT DESERVE DEATH. THAT WOULD BE TO EASY FOR HER. I.HATE.


SHE VIOLATED ME. SHE RAPED AND PILLAGED ME. SHE PLUNDERED MY FRAGILE HOLD ON THIS LITTLE LIGHT INSIDE THAT CALLED ITSELF HOPE.


THERE IS NO HOPE NOW.