This is a Perpetual Experiment, so Chaos Reigns Supreme Here....

Initially, I'd hoped this blog would become a bit more cohesive over time. . . it has not. I honestly still don't know what the mission of this blog is, nor does it really matter that much (I don't think people actually read this blog to begin with, so I'm not going to waste too much time worrying about my organizational blogging techniques). If you happen across this blog, I hope that something is helpful, interesting, or simply a way to kill some time in a semi-meaningful way. Good luck, and good will to all of you along the journey...

21.7.10

A mouthful of damn happiness.

I.HATE. I HATE HATING. I USED TO BE ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE PROUD TO STATE, "I HATE NO ONE!". EVERYBODY SEEMS TO G.E.T. ALONG! WITH ME!! I.HATE. I HAVE BECOME WHAT I'VE SPOKEN ABOUT IN ALL OF THESE FUCKING BLOGS ALL OF THIS TIME. I HAVE FREELY GIVEN SOMEONE THE POWER TO DESTROY ME. TO KILL MY OWN SOUL. SOMEONE I LOVED THE MOST. I NOW WISH HER PAIN AND SUFFERING, LONG ON THIS EARTH. SHE DOES NOT DESERVE DEATH. THAT WOULD BE TO EASY FOR HER. I.HATE.


SHE VIOLATED ME. SHE RAPED AND PILLAGED ME. SHE PLUNDERED MY FRAGILE HOLD ON THIS LITTLE LIGHT INSIDE THAT CALLED ITSELF HOPE.


THERE IS NO HOPE NOW.